CukCoo

I'm a big fat liar with big fat jealousy. Everytime I tried to make things right,something else went wrong. Everytime I started to feel Ok about my life then someone jump in and turn it into hell hole. The question never stopped. I always wonder why it all happen to me. There are at least  a billion people out there, the people who did not understand how much I had given away or how many time I torture my mind for not try harder, for the problem to come.  Then why it always me? Not that I didnt think of everybody else. I know there are many like me and I am just a selfish freak who did nothing but sitting here and complain about how har